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So
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I
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took
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my
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medication
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and
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I
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poured
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my
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trauma
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out
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On
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some
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sad-eyed,
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middle-aged
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man's
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overpriced
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new
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leather
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couch
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And
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we
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argued
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about
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Jesus,
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finally
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found
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some
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middle
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ground
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I
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said,
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"I'm
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cured"
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And
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I
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divvied
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up
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my
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anger
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into
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thirty
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separate
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parts
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Keep
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the
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bad
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shit
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in
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my
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liver
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and
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the
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rest
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around
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my
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heart
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I'm
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still
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angry
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at
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my
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parents
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for
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what
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their
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parents
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did
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to
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them
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But
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it's
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a
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start
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But
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I
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ignore
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things
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and
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I
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move
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sideways
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'Til
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I
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forget
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what
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I
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felt
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in
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the
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first
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place
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At
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the
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end
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of
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the
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day,
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I
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know
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there
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are
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worse
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ways
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to
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stay
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alive
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'Cause
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everyone's
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growing
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and
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everyone's
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healthy
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I'm
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terrified
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that
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I
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might
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never
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have
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met
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me
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Oh,
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if
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my
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engine
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works
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perfect
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on
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empty
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I
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guess
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I'll
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drive
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I
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guess
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I'll
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drive
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So
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I
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forgot
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my
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medication,
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fell
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into
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a
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manic
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high
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Spent
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my
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savings
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at
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a
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Lulu,
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now
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I'm
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sufferin'
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in
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style
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Why
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is
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pain
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so
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damn
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impatient?
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Ain't
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like
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it's
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got
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a
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place
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to
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be
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Keeps
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rushin'
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me
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But
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I
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ignore
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things
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and
|
I
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move
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sideways
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'Til
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I
|
forget
|
what
|
I
|
felt
|
in
|
the
|
first
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place
|
At
|
the
|
end
|
of
|
the
|
day,
|
|
Lyrics
|
I
|
know
|
there
|
are
|
worse
|
ways
|
to
|
stay
|
alive
|
'Cause
|
everyone's
|
growing
|
and
|
everyone's
|
healthy
|
I'm
|
terrified
|
that
|
I
|
might
|
never
|
have
|
met
|
me
|
Oh,
|
if
|
my
|
engine
|
works
|
perfect
|
on
|
empty
|
I
|
guess
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I'll
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drive
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And
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if
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all
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my
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life
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was
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wasted
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I
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don't
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mind,
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I'll
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watch
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it
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go
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Yeah,
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it's
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better
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to
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die
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numb
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than
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feel
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it
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all
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Oh,
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if
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all
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my
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time
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was
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wasted
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I
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don't
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mind,
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I'll
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watch
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it
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go
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Yeah,
|
it's
|
better
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to
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die
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numb
|
than
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feel
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it
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all
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But
|
I
|
ignore
|
things
|
and
|
I
|
move
|
sideways
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Until
|
I
|
forget
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what
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I
|
felt
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in
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Lyrics
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the
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first
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place
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At
|
the
|
end
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of
|
the
|
day,
|
Lord
|
knows
|
there
|
are
|
worse
|
ways
|
to
|
stay
|
alive
|
'Cause
|
everyone's
|
growing
|
and
|
everyone's
|
healthy
|
I'm
|
terrified
|
that
|
I
|
might
|
never
|
have
|
met
|
me
|
Oh,
|
if
|
my
|
engine
|
works
|
perfect
|
on
|
empty
|
I
|
guess
|
I'll
|
drive
|
I
|
guess
|
I'll
|
drive
|
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